girl of january

from my paper journal.


una saga de 12 meses.
una chica para cada mes, yo misma.
my, myself and me again.

este día: girl of january.

girl of summer.
girl of dreams.
girl missing the innocent love.
girl tired of getting what she wants.
girl trying to finally become a woman.
girl not ready to be that.
girl completely scared of failing.
girl trying to love someone. that loves her, naturally.
girl missing shared smiles and big hugs.
girl going out to forget how much she misses you.
girl getting tipsy just to feel like being in love.
girl´s happiness depending on her biggest mistake.
girl surrounded of faked kisses.
girl in a strange, but familiar car, early in the morning.

una muestra tamaño colibrí de mi mes de enero:

picaflor garganta blanca, sorbiendo néctar. mar azul, enero de 2005.